Mothers day thoughts
I write about being a mom on here and the struggles that comes with it. What its like sometimes raising a very hyper loving toddler. But I feel I need to get this off my chest because today is a very hard day for me. Some people that are close to me would know why. Growing up I had a mom but not what you would call a real mom. Never taught me how to cook, didn't show me how to put on makeup, and never spent mother and daughter time together. She would spend it with someone else that wasn't her daughter. Which is really rough for a kid cause it always had me asking myself what did i do wrong. No one should be asking themselves that as a young kid. Before Gabe was born this day was always hard on me, I would try to act as though it wasn't a holiday. Being raised by someone who emotionally and physically beat you is hard to deal with sometimes. Especially when she puts on a fake show that she is nice infront of people. When your brother and sister did't get treated like yo...